Empty

This feeling I feel,

This dark feeling in my soul.

I feel empty, consumed in hatred and depression.

I just wish this life away,

I can't bear to go on.

I feel this hurt so deep, I feel my blood run cold with fear when I think about it.

Wanting things that are best left untouched,

I need to let go.

I just want to find happiness.

I feel this anger and hurt through my entire being.

I'm so empty and cold, on fire.

I can't help but think that it's my fault

I just need to know that you care.

Please..

I don't know what I'd do without you, and here I am..

Without you.

My Secret Place

I keep my thoughts in a secret place.

Away from eyes to see.

I keep my fears behind my walls, and wish they could be free.

I keep my darkness out of view,

I don't wear it on my sleeve.

I keep my feelings to myself,

so those I love won't leave.

I wish that I could share my thoughts,

not afraid to show the times that I'm

alone and sad,

so those who care would know.

But sadness keeps me in a place

where secrets hide.

My mood changes hues from

light to dark,

like sea foam on the tide.